As my love for people grew weaker, my love for myself grew stronger. I then realized I am the perfect human being in my opinion. everything about me made sense, but i am not to be understood. I am one way one day and the total opposite the next. You might say I am bipolar and I might say you are mundane and insipid. I am what people desire and loathe. I am a deity. I am emotion and apathy. I am Suliya Gisele.